Actually, re: my previous post, other autistic people who are ashamed of it do exist, right? Obviously it isn't something to hate and it doesn't define you et cetera et cetera. But like. Having the label/diagnosis makes me feel like shit wwww. I don't even have severe autism or anything, it's literally aspergers (but I fought against that specific term since I hate the connotations), but being reminded of it is the worst #fml