my last several thousand posts were purely motivated by my hatred for my boss. the fact that he gets to walk around being the big cheese while also being unaware of 99% of the issues that go on within his own store is so unfathomably upsetting.
the only reason why i am so upset now is because nothing that i will do will be as successful and lucrative as much as his stupid fucking piece of shit useless degree. it makes me think "wow i should have given up on everything i have ever loved in my entire life and gone straight into finance and economics, because nothing matters anymore". all that matters now is the fucking numbers of a system that isn't even real but it's quite literally life or death. i'm so incredibly jealous of this man. he, for some reason, took this as a compliment.