Religion doesn't sit right with me. When people tell me that something wasn't intended in God's will, I always have to sit there and wonder, "who's God?" I used to cry out to your God, I used to beg for it to kill me, that if it were truly real, it would listen to my pleading and accept my wishes to die and end my life already.

Religion is just a placebo effect for your problems. Nothing is coming to save you. Get up and save yourself.