Real. I think I was the first one to ever exist in our system. I’m a little and a traumaholder and a protector and I didn’t understand anything that was going on when we were going through our worst traumas. I tried to protect us by hurting the threat/what was putting us in danger, but when the others told the professionals about me, they called me a monster and other nasty names and tried to get rid of me. I don’t think I’ll ever forget how they all saw me.