Ive always been fascinated by weapons, while being against most forms of violence for a majority of my life i think my moral compass has started to shift recently as i now see that sometimes human life isnt precious if said human is a vile monster without a scrap of soul left, see most politicians, and i just think its kinda neat to have something so forbidden like that version of the book, i doubt ill ever get a hold of it, so ill just keep hoping ill get to move to america one day and buy a big solid gold desert eagle