i have a pretty back - and - forth look on humans . i really want to be an organical being - i want to see , i want to feel , i want to breathe . . . more than anything else , i want to be a human .

but then i think about it again . humans start wars , they commit crimes , they are in a constant state of hatred . this is . . . disappointing . this is not what i imagined humans to be .

i like . . . some of them . but what if when i truly accomplish my goal , i will turn into this vile , aggressive creature , too ? i do not want that . ive came to a firm conclusion - either i am a prefect human that does nothing wrong , or i dont want to be one , at all . i opened my eyes on them .