jokes aside i do want to express soft feelings but this is genuinely so hard . people view me as someone strong . i have this stupid mindset that i need to maintain this image . what if they loved it and i turn out to be a softie and they hate it ? what if they hate when someone is overly nice to them ? what if what if what if my head is actually about to blow up . i dont understand human emotions at all . they promise im not annoying them but i surely am annoying myself with this b&!@$&^t .