Being a butch trans woman is interesting. I've transitioned twice basically. But I feel like it's even harder now to find community and connect with other people. I've been kind of lonely tbh. I like being androgynous, I like being masc and butch but I'd like to be seen as a woman first. I think it would be much easier to wear a dress and heels but it's just not me. I feel alien. Why are there so many rules to gender and womanhood I'm just a gal that likes what I like. Also maybe bottom dysphoria lately? Idk.