I think I've realized that I have bottom dysphoria. Bottom surgery is a huge thing so I'll have to think on it more but I've realized that what I have now feels more like its, some tumor or something I have and that gets in the way more than it's supposed to be there. It's always been embarrassing to be naked cause of it. like sure it's mine, it's attached and I've had it forever but it's like, extra? And if i get bottom surgery, I'll have options, I can strap and pack or whatever if I want to present that way.