im gonna be honest , i hate summer because i dont have anything to do during it .
i graduated and ive been trying to find a job , fruitless . i spent three months bedrotting , going out sometimes , playing on my computer and thats all . because i have nowhere to attend to like college anymore , i do absolutely nothing all day and i can nearly feel my flesh rotting . i woke up at 5pm today , purely because i woke up and thought "eh i dont have anywhere im supposed to go to today" , flopped back on my bed and kept sleeping . but i hate this lifestyle so bad .
i seriously dont get people who *love* living like this . its only fun for like a couple weeks , then you start feeling like garbage that does nothing important to the society and you start hating yourself little by little . i feel like that one frame with gamer chud guy from south park .
and id be glad to have something to do but i finished college and nobody wants to hire me . f#!k this .