hey guys should i lowkey kill myself rn

i broke my phone in a fit of rage for the second time in the past few months... this job is straining me to no end and it feels like all my effort was for absolutely nothing. there are no better jobs in this bumfuck ass town i live in. hell was never a biblical concept. it was always real and it was always humanity. fuck my life. fuck everybody. fuck this earth. i hate it here and i want to die