my only wish in this existence is to join him, but i've gone so far below the earth that he cant see me anymore. he'll never see me.

the one and only burning candle in my life and he disappeared. the smoke wasnt even visible for a split second... every goddamn day i curse God for hurting me like this. none of you stupid bible humpers can justify this. you cant justify anything.

i hate all of you. i hate living here. i hate being alive. everyday i think about jumping in front of a car and killing myself.