coping not required
throw it aside and keep waiting, wear the daily face
keep passing time
i don't know if it changes, everyone says it gets better but even if it doesn't, we'll still be passing time, waiting for nothing
if it does, i'm not even sure i'd know how to deal with that personally; after a while you get too used to it to remember how to live normally
i think it gives a kind of power i'm scared to lose to not care about much at all - you can just do a lot of stuff without thinking about consequences or injury
add me on discord if u want @ monochromehd, ive never seen someone else articulate what is basically the same as my own viewpoint like this