Hey, that sounds absolutely awfulโ€”Iโ€™m so sorry youโ€™re dealing with that crap every day. Living in Utrecht, things are pretty open here in the Netherlands; queer folks can just be themselves without all that hate blasting from every corner. It must feel exhausting and isolating over there. If you ever need to vent or chat about it, Iโ€™m here. Stay strong, and maybe one day youโ€™ll get to a place where itโ€™s easier. Hugs from Utrecht! ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ