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zevvi 🌟 2026-08-15 13:47 🇳🇱
@choom 🌟 it looks like you are losing interest in this project...
please, just please, do something, or let me do something.
i dont want this place to disap#pear
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zevvi 🌟 2026-08-15 10:30 🇳🇱
#entries from the #notebook #2:
Wandering

Some people go through life, structured, with a plan.
Thinking forward by the week, month, even years.

Some dont.
Atleast I don't.

Wandering forward, mindlessly.
Empty gaze forwards, without a plan.
Less than a fraction of thought.
Less than nothing of a thought.

Actively trying not to think about the future.
Scared what it might hold.

Atleast... I do that.
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zevvi 🌟 2026-08-14 19:49 🇳🇱
#excerpts from the #notebook #1
this one is kinda cringy but eh, thats what you get from a random ahh diary:
Masks

I put on a mask.
with friends, with family.
at home, at school.

But sometimes, i wish.
I wish to put on a real mask.
To hide my face. To change my words.

The first, because im scared.
Scared of judgement from others.

The second, also because im scared.
Scared of what i think of myself.
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dawood 🌟 2026-08-14 09:04 🇳🇱
The world will call you to change.

You will bend to it, the river is stronger than your boat.

As you change, do your best to keep yourself.

It is good.
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dawood 🌟 2026-08-14 07:36 🇳🇱
Stop trying to change.

Your body will find ways to painfully revert to its natural self.

Instead, accept your weird perfection.
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dawood 🌟 2026-08-14 07:11 🇳🇱
Everything I say here, I firstly say to myself.
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chlorophyllbat 🌟 2026-08-13 23:40 🇳🇱
Friday 14th of August, 01:40.

Dear diary, I fear that my inconsistency in being able to save money has now come to bite me in the arse. I don't have money for the new build a bear Bat and Spider plushies.
I'm gonna cry.

PS. I might commit robbery just to achieve the plushies in question.

.⋆｡‧♡
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mothgoth 🌟 2026-08-12 20:50 🇳🇱
If i get one more fcking non-sensical reply from ulster i will put every interaction with that fucker ever in a spreadsheet and find the meaning muself >>>:(
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mothgoth 🌟 2026-08-12 19:11 🇳🇱
I think it's very funny my most liked post is hating on old people. (politicians specifically). I don't hate geezers i just hate a very specific subset of them just like with anyone else <3
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mothgoth 🌟 reposted 2026-08-12 19:06 🇳🇱
teusday???//?
ulster 🌟 2026-08-12 17:42 🇬🇧
There's a soldier in the grass with a bullet up his ass what colour was his blood?
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mothgoth 🌟 2026-08-12 07:43 🇳🇱
The last TWELVE postsnall have zero likes. Damn :(

Disld advertising stop or something???? Why is no one here?
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mothgoth 🌟 2026-08-11 11:36 🇳🇱
Google genuinely scares me sometimes. WHY would you recommend me a video of a tram cabview IN MY HOMETOWN when i have shown ZERO interest in trams. My vpn isn't even set to that region....

Posting this probably allows anyone to make a decent guess where i live lol but fuck that :3
If you come knocking on my door we'll bake cookies together <3
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chlorophyllbat 🌟 2026-08-10 12:29 🇳🇱
I saw someone be really mean to pigeons earlier, I rushed home and then started crying. I hate how emotional I get when I haven't slept properly, but imagine how the pigeons feel. It's so sad. I definitely judge people on how they treat pigeons
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zevvi 🌟 reposted 2026-08-09 15:49 🇳🇱
Wait crazy you have 5k subs?!? (also that is one asshole of a kid)
holmat1 🌟 2026-08-09 14:04 🇨🇿
the same kid that make a fake alt channel on which they posted porn to try and get my main banned (that alt got removed, youtube actually got off their asses for once) got pissed that I copyright struck 2 of their videos that used my stuff without permission, so they made another one lmao.

I'm saying it here too just in case.
there is only ONE real channel that I own on youtube, @ holmat1.
same as here.
if you see a holmat2, holmat3, holmat4 etc. THEY ARE NOT MY ACCOUNTS
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mothgoth 🌟 2026-08-09 14:23 🇳🇱
I noticed i sometimes typed "thx" on accident when working in the terminal sooooo;

alias thx="echo you\'re welcome \<3"

is the newest addition to my bashrc :3
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zevvi 🌟 2026-08-09 12:45 🇳🇱
@choom 🌟, its been a little bit slow with updates / news - and i say this in a completely non hateful / irritating way - and i was just wondering, i know i know that i have been asking this for a WHILE i know, but just i could help with the codebase cleanup and with updates and such i would ask nothing in return i would just like to help this project continue before i see it die
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zevvi 🌟 2026-08-09 12:40 🇳🇱
I went to the world pride march in Amsterdam, and it was really fun and also a bit scary to go out in full fem in public, but i did it! sadly now im kinda down / sad / idk 'cause im just sitting at home, yk the place where im not supported and im just questioning my life and everything i have done aaaanddd thats not that fun tbh.

wby guys?
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zevvi 🌟 reposted 2026-08-09 12:38 🇳🇱
Hello! :3
loona 🌟 2026-08-08 15:10 🇦🇺
hi
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mothgoth 🌟 2026-08-09 10:38 🇳🇱
Wow where'd all the lurkers go???
Only 11 lol
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mothgoth 🌟 reposted 2026-08-08 21:32 🇳🇱
Siegmund Freud type statement
aethereal 🌟 2026-08-08 20:48 🇬🇧
how someone sneezes tells you a lot about them
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