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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ

Just some person on the internet :3 Lives in the terminal... She / Her & They / Them ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€โšง๏ธ charuser: 57 Recreational coder Wannabe char.dev (@choom pleease) <3 zsh, neovim, alacritty, tmux, godot Reject big tech!!!! (old) Tame impala is amazing

81 followers 44 following 1383 posts 380 Posts 331 Reposts 672 Replies 2056 likes 47 muting 11 muted 5 โš tags 6 โœ• tags 
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ reposted 2026-08-24 14:58 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
(but i do think the count is kinda broken lol)
zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-24 14:57 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
@choom ๐ŸŒŸ said in p/51561:
> lurking is visitors who aren't logged in.
> online is just logged in users in the past 15 min
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@choom ๐ŸŒŸ said in p/51561:
> lurking is visitors who aren't logged in.
> online is just logged in users in the past 15 min
willvssn ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-24 07:24 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ

โ— 1 online โ—‹ 202 lurking
So what is the actual difference between being online and lurking? Shouldn't you be online to lurk??
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ reposted 2026-08-24 14:55 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
HOLY SHIT, its pink AND it looks cool??!?!?!?
it looks like a small dragon x3
azathoth ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-24 14:14 ๐Ÿ‡ช๐Ÿ‡ธ
Talking abt Mantises, theese two are many of my favourites:

-Toxodera integrifolia (Dragon Flower Mantis/Dragon Mantis)
-Pink Empusa Mantis (Conehead Pink Mantis)
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-21 20:14 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
we are at 3363 users... the 10k is going to take a whiiile
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-21 18:23 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
Looking through my old posts... I have been posting for ~200 days now which is absolutely crazy. But damn i've changed lol :sob:
and damn me ending every post with "nya~" was really REALLY cringe.

There used to be posts with like 14 comments, which would be so rare nowadays...

AND GOHD DAMN why was i so horny (TRUST ME IVE STOPPED LOL, INTERNET FOOTPRINT IS A THING)

stay safe yall <3
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I just wanted to say, for people that are in the same boat as me:
Even if your parents disapprove of your sexuality / gender doesn't mean it's invalid <3

Keep fighting, keep trying to be what you want to be!

Tell your friends, tell people you trust :3
Eventually it will turn out correctly x3

Nya~
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-03-15 15:10 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
this #boy is #girl now :3

you're a boy you're girl you're a boy now!

(splatoon reference)

nya
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-21 15:58 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
Good day people in my laptop :3

Remember yall are loved <3
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-15 13:47 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
@choom ๐ŸŒŸ it looks like you are losing interest in this project...
please, just please, do something, or let me do something.
i dont want this place to disap#pear
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-15 10:30 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
#entries from the #notebook #2:
Wandering

Some people go through life, structured, with a plan.
Thinking forward by the week, month, even years.

Some dont.
Atleast I don't.

Wandering forward, mindlessly.
Empty gaze forwards, without a plan.
Less than a fraction of thought.
Less than nothing of a thought.

Actively trying not to think about the future.
Scared what it might hold.

Atleast... I do that.
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-14 19:49 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
#excerpts from the #notebook #1
this one is kinda cringy but eh, thats what you get from a random ahh diary:
Masks

I put on a mask.
with friends, with family.
at home, at school.

But sometimes, i wish.
I wish to put on a real mask.
To hide my face. To change my words.

The first, because im scared.
Scared of judgement from others.

The second, also because im scared.
Scared of what i think of myself.
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ reposted 2026-08-09 15:49 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
Wait crazy you have 5k subs?!? (also that is one asshole of a kid)
holmat1 ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-09 14:04 ๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ฟ
the same kid that make a fake alt channel on which they posted porn to try and get my main banned (that alt got removed, youtube actually got off their asses for once) got pissed that I copyright struck 2 of their videos that used my stuff without permission, so they made another one lmao.

I'm saying it here too just in case.
there is only ONE real channel that I own on youtube, @ holmat1.
same as here.
if you see a holmat2, holmat3, holmat4 etc. THEY ARE NOT MY ACCOUNTS
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-09 12:45 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
@choom ๐ŸŒŸ, its been a little bit slow with updates / news - and i say this in a completely non hateful / irritating way - and i was just wondering, i know i know that i have been asking this for a WHILE i know, but just i could help with the codebase cleanup and with updates and such i would ask nothing in return i would just like to help this project continue before i see it die
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-09 12:40 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
I went to the world pride march in Amsterdam, and it was really fun and also a bit scary to go out in full fem in public, but i did it! sadly now im kinda down / sad / idk 'cause im just sitting at home, yk the place where im not supported and im just questioning my life and everything i have done aaaanddd thats not that fun tbh.

wby guys?
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ reposted 2026-08-09 12:38 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
Hello! :3
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hi
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-07 21:57 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
@choom ๐ŸŒŸ you wanted promotion for char right? Well remember back in the day (lmao) that we thought this was just one big social experiment, do that. Yeah just that. Write an article or a video or something, make it kinda weird but explain your thoughts in another one so people don't hate you and post it everywhere (twitter, hackernews idk, whatever new stuff is hot rn) and tada fame ๐Ÿ˜‚ x3 (don't use that idea... T-T)
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-07 21:54 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
Why do they always say that they are *paid* actors, like ok yes it's good you pay them but you could just say that they are actors??? ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-08-04 12:50 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
Gosh i keep forgetting this.... Happy yall are still alive :3

Lots of love <3, stay gay and do crimes!
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zevvi ๐ŸŒŸ 2026-07-25 12:43 ๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡ฑ
Oh and i one hundred percent ship #Katara with the unnamed good girl from the enemy team
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And rushed in a way that the story progressed way to quickly, and that i didnt feel attached to it and that made the ending a little meh
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Im watching the new #avatar movie, and the only criticism i have is:
- The story feels a bit too much like the Legend of Korra
- It feels a bit rushed...

But the animation is great
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