i'm like a geode. the outside looks smooth, clean, beautiful. the inside is jagged, but beautiful in its own way, despite its flaws. and between the outside, and the inside, there's the white substance. that's my cum
for context, i was hanging out with my friends, and i was really getting shaken up because it had been a long week and i've been really tired, and they start being rough and criticizing me. me being a very emotionally vulnerable person i start having this sinking feeling on all of my body. i tried to stay composed, and vocalize the way i feel. and then this big talk started about me being myself despite the criticism and blah blah blah
and then i tell them "i don't know how to be myself", which has been a problem for years, which makes me have a complete emotional breakdown. i completely broke down right then and there and my friends watched and tried to comfort me