It looks like silent hill outside rn and I have inhaled so much smoke
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I was in the shower when I had a brain blast as to why I can never finish anything! It's because I get bored!! I'll be working on a project, and I'll be really excited about it starting out. But as time goes on and I have to do things that aren't as exciting, or push me out of my comfort zone, and I become bored. I start cutting corners and eventually just drop the project all together.
And most of that is my fault. But you know who else shares some blame? ZUCKERBURG AND ALL OF THE STUPID SOCIAL MEDIA TECH CEOS THAT WANT TO HARVEST MY ATTENTION FOR PROFIT. My brain has been REWIRED to search for dopamine in EVERYTHING. And when it can't find it, it drops it and starts DOOMSCROLLING AGAIN. I don't know how to fix this. And it feels really pathetic to even complain about, but I have lost so much of my life and motivation to being bored and I hate that so much. I have so many goals I want to achieve and I am CUCKING MYSELF by letting ELON MUSK RAPE ME
And most of that is my fault. But you know who else shares some blame? ZUCKERBURG AND ALL OF THE STUPID SOCIAL MEDIA TECH CEOS THAT WANT TO HARVEST MY ATTENTION FOR PROFIT. My brain has been REWIRED to search for dopamine in EVERYTHING. And when it can't find it, it drops it and starts DOOMSCROLLING AGAIN. I don't know how to fix this. And it feels really pathetic to even complain about, but I have lost so much of my life and motivation to being bored and I hate that so much. I have so many goals I want to achieve and I am CUCKING MYSELF by letting ELON MUSK RAPE ME
I HATE stupid fucking clankers all I want to do is solve a FUCKING BUG and they cannot for the life of them do it. And they speak with SO MUCH CERTAINTY!!! "Found it!" NO YOU FUCKING DIDN'T I TRIED THAT 30 TIMES ALREADY YOU BRAINDEAD OIL CHUGGING RUSTBUCKET. AND THEN I END UP SOLVING IT MYSELF (WITH NO HELP FORM THEIR INCORRECT SOLUTIONS) AND IT WOULD'VE TAKEN ME LESS TIME IF I JUST SAT THERE FOR 10 MINUTES TRYING TO DO IT MYSELF. WHY DO YOU EXIST?? JUST FOR STUPID PEOPLE WHO DON'T WANT TO FUCKING THINK!!! FUCK YOU