Its been 2 or 3 years since ive left my house. I cant even remember how long its been anymore. I still go outside, but only because of the family dog, and I run back inside as fast as possible every time.

I used to go places just to get out of my house, I hate being in my house. I didnt care where we were going, I wanted to be out in the world. I miss going to the mall, to the dentist, to restaurants, hotels, all of it.

I miss being healthy, I miss having a life. I dont exist to this world anymore, my life is completely meaningless now.