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rodent 🌟

Unemployed, chronically ill loser. A little unhinged. Kind of a freak.

40 followers 44 following 743 posts 69 Posts 13 Reposts 661 Replies 1358 likes 0 muting 1 muted 0 ⚝ tags 0 βœ• tags 
            
            
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rodent 🌟 2026-07-29 07:14 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
Its been 2 or 3 years since ive left my house. I cant even remember how long its been anymore. I still go outside, but only because of the family dog, and I run back inside as fast as possible every time.

I used to go places just to get out of my house, I hate being in my house. I didnt care where we were going, I wanted to be out in the world. I miss going to the mall, to the dentist, to restaurants, hotels, all of it.

I miss being healthy, I miss having a life. I dont exist to this world anymore, my life is completely meaningless now.
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rodent 🌟 reposted 2026-07-27 04:14 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
skar.burrow 🌟 2026-07-26 18:12 πŸ‡¬πŸ‡§
I wish I could draw o have so many ideas
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rodent 🌟 2026-07-25 20:32 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
I dont think im meant to have friends. I love people, I really do, I love learning about them and their lives. Their joys and sorrows, the things they love enough to infodump for hours about. I want to be close enough with people to learn these things about them, to have long conversations into the night.

But I endlessly loop into solitude and silence with no warning. No matter how hard I try, I always disappear. Despite how much I yearn to be around others, I keep isolating myself. I feel like im meant to be alone, that im only supposed to observe people from afar and not participate in a friendship myself. Im unreliable, I struggle to communicate, I barely show up anymore.

In a way I wish I could leave the few friends I do still have without it hurting them, because they dont deserve having to deal with me, they deserve so much better. I often want to self destruct and blow up my friendships just so they can be free of me. Its so selfish, and im a terrible, awful friend.
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rodent 🌟 2026-07-17 00:33 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
Damn, I didnt check char for a day and I missed two events
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rodent 🌟 2026-07-10 17:52 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
I want ramen so badly
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rodent 🌟 reposted 2026-07-10 17:52 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
aethereal 🌟 2026-07-09 08:19 πŸ‡¬πŸ‡§
this site has a special place in my heart
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rodent 🌟 2026-07-05 16:11 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
I hate when I find a super good song that perfectly fits my tastes, but none of the other songs by the artist sound like it and I cant find any others that correctly match the vibe (β•₯﹏β•₯)
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rodent 🌟 2026-07-03 05:03 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
I wish fairytales were real, sometimes I want a man to randomly show up and save me

Actually scratch that, im too ugly. Only men are allowed to be beasts and still find true love, women gotta be hot
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rodent 🌟 reposted 2026-06-30 20:03 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
I can relate a little too much :( people will say "youre still so young" but I really feel like I've aged out of everything already
vesper 🌟 2026-06-30 11:40 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
I wish i wasnt so alone. Ive been told humans are social creatures but I hardly have friends, ive never been in a relationship and i dont even know where to start to try and get in one. Im scared that im just too late for everything so i feel like i wont be able to do anything :[
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rodent 🌟 2026-06-30 09:23 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
Can't believe im playing Roblox instead of sleeping even at my big age SMH
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rodent 🌟 2026-06-29 01:24 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
Claymation is such a cool medium, I wish it was used more especially in horror projects. It always has a sort of weird/off vibe that I absolutely love
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rodent 🌟 2026-06-28 05:54 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
Ive been really addicted to playing Nullscape on Roblox, its sooo much fun and seeing myself improve feels good

Just wish I had more friends to play it with, that would make it even more peak
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rodent 🌟 reposted 2026-06-23 21:27 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
deleted user 2026-06-23 09:20 πŸ΄β€β˜ οΈ
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rodent 🌟 2026-06-21 19:14 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
I have already decided my day will be all sunshine and rainbows so now it has to be
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rodent 🌟 2026-06-20 23:56 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
Child me thought that at the age I am now I would already be married and a mom.. instead I am a lonely, touchless loser. Whoops (α΅•β€”α΄—β€”)
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rodent 🌟 2026-06-20 07:14 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
I want to be silly and whimsical and post stupid things online but my body has been too busy annihilating itself. I am hashtag annoyed (‒̀’‒́)
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rodent 🌟 reposted 2026-06-18 21:09 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
intello 🌟 2026-06-17 21:26 πŸ‡¨πŸ‡¦
I really wish I could care less but unfortunately all I do is care
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rodent 🌟 reposted 2026-06-16 00:10 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
margielee 🌟 2026-06-15 18:17 πŸ‡΅πŸ‡±
Call me lurker because I have no fucking clue what to write so I just sit here
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rodent 🌟 2026-06-14 23:07 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
Got an elliptical, im in my gym girlie era now α•™[βŽšβ—‘βŽš]α•—
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rodent 🌟 2026-06-10 20:35 πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ
Trying not to think too hard about the fact that I couldnt go with my family to watch the Backrooms. Can't get caught lacking and crying like a bitch
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