no longer infatuated emo (3rd time round)
dont take everything i post too seriously, but i am always up for long discussions about anything
desperately trying to create as much as physically possible (i cant get out of bed)
watching any online political debate or discourse is so funny cause no one ever actually tries to talk about the roots of the issues despite desperately trying to reach them and just yell and get angry at eachother instead
watching any online political debate or discourse is so funny cause no one ever actually tries to talk about the roots of the issues despite desperately trying to reach them and just yell and get angry at eachother instead
I'll be so fr I'm hella busy with school and overwhelmed as fuck. as much as I want to make a huge post with a bunch of new quotes, I have my priorities. Do you all think you could help me out by making tomorrow a "day of hopium" and post a bunch of positive/motivational/hopeful quotes? could be your own, could be stolen, but I really gotta get things sorted out. thank you chars on the .social, don't kill yourselves. and stay motivated! <3
ive, once again, come to the terrible realisation that no, apparently my behaviour towards others is, in fact, rare in its compassion
this also means that i was in fact giving the wrong idea to everyone that has ever liked me remotely by courtesy of me simply being myself because my dumbass didnt recognise that the things i was doing were deemed emotionally intimate
why cant people just be kind to eachother why is it always romantic ITS NOT!!!
i understand that the idea is that its supposed to be random but relatable through the characters but everything feels half assed
ive only watched ep1-6 atm and the show isnt exactly bad but the whole "caine is an ai that doesn't understand anything except his purpose which he is also bad at and omnipotent" is dull
all the characters have clear, cliche archetypes, and even in the moments when they have "outspoken" moments, they only function to fulfil their pre-existing characteristics
pomni is only there to be "normal" and jax to be "other", which is also horribly performed, painfully cringey and severely performative
its interesting actually because i used to listen to said playlist when i was at my lowest and kind of just get shaky and think about horrible things instead of doing anything
meditation has a 50/50 chance for me to be refreshed and energised or genuinely make me want to kill myself, so i just constantly occupy myself instead
idk i just kept talking with him throughout the night and we both opened up a little, and then i mentioned that i needed to shop and he suggested that we could meet up