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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-08-09 01:07 🇺🇸

I like making people happy

maybe thats a stupid thing to say but my job at the macaroons shop creates alot of waste because those are a very fragile desert right? we throw away like 60 cookies a night if we dont give them out for free because we can't sell them. so last night I gave some to this homeless lady on my walk home and she was so happy about it. I gave some yo this person moving out of my apartment building who is giving away some stuff for free as a thank you and they seemed to really love them. it just makes me really happy to be able to do stuff like this. I dont have much, I have no money, I cant help everyone or fix their issues, but I can give them a free (normally over fucking priced) treat and hopefully see them smile or make their day abit better.

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-08-08 02:46 🇺🇸

this is horrible
im gonna eat so many macaroons

im cranky and hungry and its soooo yummy

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-08-08 02:08 🇺🇸

ok so this IS a pattern
I turn evil for the like 3 days to a week before my period
i get more and more evil and depressed leading up to the day before my period and then its like at the worst of it

and im saying it like a joke but it's not
I genuinely get more distant, easily frustrated, more numb, more generally annoyed, more depressed,, and just like WAY more mentally ill in general. and I notice. I always KNOW im acting wrong. I try really hard to make the right choices I can even when I dont feel the same way I do when I normally do these things and stuff and it doesnt come naturally to me in that moment.. idk what to do really. im in an insurance lull right now as I start this new job before my new insurance happens. I never realize whats going on until the blood comes either.

what the actual fuck. can anything about me be normal and not insane?

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-08-08 01:34 🇺🇸

dont get me wrong
I LOVE my new job
I really love it
however I worked in a warehouse for a few months before this highly social café job and im READY for my 3 day weekend

I need to adjust to being social again
I will but fuck my head hurts

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-08-08 00:28 🇺🇸

computer!
look up how to be in a good mood when everything feels flat and slightly frustrating

and maybe how to get rid of a headache

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-08-07 07:29 🇺🇸

hey ok so anyone who knows linux, my laptop turned off from low battery and now when it turns on it just shows the screen to run the os (like showing the os and the advanced options and stuff) and when you run it, it just goes to a promt screen and i cant figure this out

if no one knows whats going on, I am going to a friend's house who knows linux anyways on Sunday and she can help me probably but that is still abit aways and I need to use it this weekend for work.

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-08-06 03:37 🇺🇸

regular style torture

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deadendgirl 🌟 reposted 2026-08-03 19:27 🇺🇸

I take shrooms

healthy, all natural, and helps me learn to cope with address trauma that can be too hard to think about normally

mothgoth 🌟 2026-08-03 18:10 🇳🇱

Booooo 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅

Alcohol is like C tier. The health issues are not worth it for what it does compared to entactogens. Also makes you dumb and sometimes violent :(

Wish we could get past and use more interesting shit instead.

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-08-02 15:19 🇺🇸

I get to quit amazon soon because I got a job at a macaroon shop

and☝️ I got the job by telling the AREA MANAGER (just found out how important that lady was) that I love YURI and ANIME and MY GIRLFRIEND

I feel so yuri coded after that
like yes I love macaroons and yuri PLEASEEEE lemme work here
and it works???

im so glad my life genre is changing from a trauma filled tragedy to a yuri slice of life

I never believed yall but fuck I guess it does get better

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deadendgirl 🌟 reposted 2026-08-02 01:32 🇺🇸

badgorlateverything 🌟 2026-08-01 21:44 🇪🇸

hello yes one drugs please

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deadendgirl 🌟 reposted 2026-08-01 08:28 🇺🇸

I am honored and now feel I have somewhat good taste in vocaloid music

lassie23 🌟 2026-08-01 08:19 🇦🇺

You are my new favourite person on this website

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-07-31 23:44 🇺🇸

bus almost crashed
I would really like that not to happen

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deadendgirl 🌟 reposted 2026-07-31 18:55 🇺🇸

oooooo
I like alot of the ones I listened to when I was 14 and ones that are so much newer, 2024 and newer
some older ones I like are Black Rock Shooter and Circus Monster and Melt and Regret Message
Bacterial Contamination Miku is my favorite miku and I want a figure of her

some newer ones I like are K ON MY D+C and Regret Rock and ARARARA

PopiPo is my favorite song to cry to as well because then its easy to laugh at myself with such a happy sounding song on

I like so much more but these are the ones off the top of my head
no specific genre in Vocaloid but I love alot of it

lassie23 🌟 2026-07-31 15:31 🇦🇺

What sort of vocaloid music is your favourite

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-07-31 12:30 🇺🇸

I think the main trick is Women. looking at alot of my current favorite music, the main thing alot of them have in common, across genres and decades is they are women. Even if they weren't publicly a woman when i first started listening to them. A few artists i really love have transitioned in the years after I first found them.
so many genres, so many amazing women making wonderful music

this really makes me happy because I remember when I was like 12 and struggled to find women in the music genres I liked. (granted i didn't know how to find more niche and not super popular bands because I was 12 but I also think that women in music should not have to be searched for and hard to find. women in music are easier to find now and im really glad about that)

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-07-31 12:22 🇺🇸

late night music change up???
normally I listen to hyperpop, grindcore, digicore, breakcore, noise pop, and vocaloid and stuff

I do like alot of other genres and songs but I listen to those mainly

however
I am finding some songs and bands in the more rock and metal direction at 5 am I really like
tbh ill listen to anything that I like but I Have Particular and Unexplainable Tatste

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-07-31 08:02 🇺🇸

it is crazy that I can be at work
almost suicidal cause that's just how I feel when im at this stupid job and I look up

and there's a giant plastic pussy on my screen

and I just have to reach into the robot, grab the plastic pussy and move on with my day

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deadendgirl 🌟 reposted 2026-07-31 07:56 🇺🇸

I WORK AT AMAZON IM JUST REALLY FUCKING AMUSED WHEN I HAVE TO PACKAGE THAT SORTA CRAZY SHIT UP

DILDOS AND VIBRATORS AND FLESH LIGHTS AND EVEN FUCK DOLLS IM USED TO

IN MY 2 YEARS AT AMAZON IVE NEVER SEEN A FUCK MACHINE

torture_fairy 🌟 2026-07-31 06:33 🇺🇸

making exquisite omelets

WHAT DO *YOU* THINK

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-07-31 07:54 🇺🇸

32 OUNCE BOTTLE OF ANAL LUBE EXPLODED TODAY AT WORK

ANAL LUBE EVERYWHERE

WHO NEEDS THAT MUCH ANAL LUBE

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-07-31 04:42 🇺🇸

I gotta know why someone is ordering the 5 dildo attachment fuck machine from amazon.com

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-07-28 12:07 🇺🇸

so many people want to run over me

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