deadendgirl 🌟

            
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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-06-26 10:08 🇺🇸

im about to buy my 4th energy drink of the night

its 3 am and I have two hours of work left and an hour bus ride home

I can feel the bugs in my ears and EVERYONE IS WATCHING ME I SWEAR THEY ALL HATE ME.

help

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-06-26 02:34 🇺🇸

this bathroom was empty when I came in here
8 stalls
and these bitches just HAVE??? to take the stalls right next to me????
im TRYING to VAPE in here GO AWAY

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-06-24 20:37 🇺🇸

oh no
im watching serial experiments Lain and oh no
I see why people are obsessed with this show
one scene just hit me so hard
in my identity issues
oh no
oh no

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-06-24 18:19 🇺🇸

im arguing with someone on tumblr because their trying to say that headcanonning a female character to have a girldick is masculinizing her and when I said no, women can have dicks, their trying to say that it's harmful to the transfem community. maybe if you dont want to read about her having a dick in sexual contexts, dont read smut tagged with girlpenis. but let the rest of us have beautiful butch woman with girlpenis. its also tagged with girlpenis and not transfem because not all transfems have dicks. why is smut too woke for these people? also its a cis person saying this soooo.

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-06-22 11:52 🇺🇸

you know even if i am a loser and a failure, little 14 year old me would be so happy and excited to see who I've become. she would be ecstatic to be a weed smoking lesbian and for all her interests and small joys to be so common in our life. She didn't hope for much, just freedom and love. for all else im doing and have done wrong, for all my fuck ups, SHE'S proud of me. And if I can look back on myself during my most vulnerable, scared, beated down and broken and know that she would be happy and proud of me then I gotta be doing SOMETHING right.

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-06-21 11:04 🇺🇸

at a bus stop at 4 am writing lyrics lol
maybe ill trying getting a DAW in the next few days and make it an actual song

I think its about my dad and my cultish childhood
tbh im not sure but he's been kn my mind lately especially since I've been hyperfixated on cult stories lately and seeing the similarities.

I say I think because I never have much conscious thought when writing a song, its all straight up feelings that morph into lyrics without much conscious thought behind it. my lyrics are normally much more honest then my words or thoughts ever are

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-06-21 05:28 🇺🇸

I think im getting worse everyday
im more depressed then I've been in awhile
I dont know whats wrong really maybe idfk
im just trying to make it thru everyday
I want a bitching friend
someone who's a bitch and a cunt and is ok with me being the same way and we hangout and smoke weed and just bitch about stuff
I miss my old best friend before stuff tore us apart
I didnt realize how much how smoking/bitching sessions helped me until it was all gone
I dreamed about her recently
about us apologizing and talking things out in a way we never did

something is probably fundamentally wrong with me honestly
I need just like one close friend honest
I dont need alot
someone to talk with and complain with and smoke weed with me
im getting crushed by life and I just need a distraction
please

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deadendgirl 🌟 reposted 2026-06-21 05:22 🇺🇸

torture_fairy 🌟 2026-06-21 05:05 🇺🇸

I need to drink an entire bottle of vodka and then punch my boss in the face

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deadendgirl 🌟 reposted 2026-06-20 02:37 🇺🇸

no, its so fucking hot here

scarab 🌟 2026-06-20 00:27 🇳🇿

The cold makes it so difficult to keep the momentum of a workout going...I hope you are all well and enjoying an ideal temperature.

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-06-19 09:05 🇺🇸

eating taco bell in bed after gf fucked the concept of being a person out of me

10/10 would recommend
not much gf tho, I keep her, you gotta find your own gf

#nsfw

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deadendgirl 🌟 reposted 2026-06-19 04:23 🇺🇸

hey hey hey now
let's compromise
starlight glimmer x Trixie
awkward pony girls in love

milois.eskarpgo 🌟 2026-06-19 04:04 🇺🇸

NO. THE BEST MLP CHARACTER IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE STARLIGHT GLIMMER, AND IF YOU DISAGREE, YOU ARE NOT A TRUE FAN.

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deadendgirl 🌟 reposted 2026-06-18 22:25 🇺🇸

WRONG I LOVED HER YEARS AGO
IVE BEEN HERE SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL EVERYONE ELSE JUST DECIDED THAT VOCALOID WAS CRINGE

torture_fairy 🌟 2026-06-18 21:55 🇺🇸

everybody wants to hop on the Teto train NOW but NONE of you FAKE bitches loved her from the start. real shit

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-06-18 20:35 🇺🇸

I had a horrible night last night where I tried to run to catch the bus that skipped my stop (i did not catch it) and just realized that my phone started recording accidentally??? however the video would be great to use in some horror project or song I think. I scream in it out of anguish from missing my bus but it could be used for horror

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-06-18 09:52 🇺🇸

I really really hate my job
I work for a mega corporation and its kinda killing me but I also cant imagine being happy at most jobs that are available to me because I had to drop out when I ran away from my cult-ish family who had deep ties into the school that I attended and there wasn't alot of options in my small town for school and I got caught up working to support myself since I had to run right at 18. im only with this mega corp because I wanted a chance to finish school since apparently they'll pay for it but there's so much red tape yo get that benefit that I dont really feel like its worth it

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-06-18 09:27 🇺🇸

I really enjoy listening to stories about cults and cult families and this one sounds so uncomfortably like my family i wanted to vomit when I listened to it. It's like my father heard about this family and took inspiration from the father. I dont think he did but the similarities are enough to make me feel physically ill. my family wasn't as bad I think. at least to my memory. which is spotty. I dont want to look closer but a part of me wants to read the book that the eldest girl of the family wrote.

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deadendgirl 🌟 reposted 2026-06-18 06:22 🇺🇸

I KNOW you said main six BUT derpy is the best character

(just to answer tho, personally I love like 3 of the main 6, apple jack, rarity, and rainbow dash and I cant really pick a fav between them)

milois.eskarpgo 🌟 2026-06-18 04:44 🇺🇸

Who is the best My Little Pony manesix character?
1) Twilight Sparkle
2) Flutter Shy
3) Rainbow Dash
4) Apple Jack
5) Pinky Pie
6) Rarity

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deadendgirl 🌟 reposted 2026-06-18 06:21 🇺🇸

realitycoprocessor 🌟 2026-06-16 21:46 🇬🇧

i reckon that actually punching nazis/neo-nazis and fascists are quite a good thing, as it is genuinely ruining the place id like to call my home.

all you see is people spouting racist shit nowadays in the most welcoming cities in the most welcoming country

so punch a fucking nazi, who'll really care? take out a fascist or two because they're a waste of space.

once you see nazis on your streets you should take it in your power to get rid of them in any means possible, violent or not.

and if you think otherwise, follow your leader.

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-06-18 03:55 🇺🇸

im on break but I refuse to use the bathroom until im back on the clock

boss makes a dollar, I make a dime, thats why I piss on company time
#pissonthecompany

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deadendgirl 🌟 reposted 2026-06-15 12:39 🇺🇸

lemme fix this
whats your opinion on PEOPLE

this is kinda low key transphobic as fuck
why does someone being trans take away from their personhood? why does it make them a topic of discussion? why are you looking at their trans-ness first and not the fact that they are a person? every person is different. every trans person is different.

why does it matter to ANYONE what someone has in their pants or what someone was assigned at birth or anything like that?? its like so not hard to support and accept people.

alot of people need to step back and rethink some stuff. like how to properly treat and talk about groups of persecuted people

wend 🌟 2026-06-15 08:24 🇫🇷

What's your opinion on trans people ?

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deadendgirl 🌟 2026-06-15 12:29 🇺🇸

I REALLY need to smoke some fucking weed
im going fucking insane

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