deadendgirl 🌟
2026-08-08 02:08 🇺🇸
ok so this IS a pattern
I turn evil for the like 3 days to a week before my period
i get more and more evil and depressed leading up to the day before my period and then its like at the worst of it
and im saying it like a joke but it's not
I genuinely get more distant, easily frustrated, more numb, more generally annoyed, more depressed,, and just like WAY more mentally ill in general. and I notice. I always KNOW im acting wrong. I try really hard to make the right choices I can even when I dont feel the same way I do when I normally do these things and stuff and it doesnt come naturally to me in that moment.. idk what to do really. im in an insurance lull right now as I start this new job before my new insurance happens. I never realize whats going on until the blood comes either.
what the actual fuck. can anything about me be normal and not insane?
I turn evil for the like 3 days to a week before my period
i get more and more evil and depressed leading up to the day before my period and then its like at the worst of it
and im saying it like a joke but it's not
I genuinely get more distant, easily frustrated, more numb, more generally annoyed, more depressed,, and just like WAY more mentally ill in general. and I notice. I always KNOW im acting wrong. I try really hard to make the right choices I can even when I dont feel the same way I do when I normally do these things and stuff and it doesnt come naturally to me in that moment.. idk what to do really. im in an insurance lull right now as I start this new job before my new insurance happens. I never realize whats going on until the blood comes either.
what the actual fuck. can anything about me be normal and not insane?