Well, (not) in her defense, she has BPD and I voluntarily consented to dealling with it and keeping her from self-destruction. Have been doing so for 8 years now and I can honestly say I had my share of suffering through some of her actions.
What I didn't expect or saw coming, though, was that over time what started to become the thing to attack in order for her to self-destruct was... me...
She's probably blocked me at least 1000 times and even managed to get my first 14-years-of-history FB profile banned and permanently deleted at one point. She also always eventually calls me and then acts like nothing happened.
It has never been what's going to be 5 days now already though. Usually the day after, 2 at most...
I'm seriously starting to get worried. 😐

i see
gl dude

Yeah, thx! We'll see how it ends this time...

Would be f'd up from her if she'd definitively ended our 8 years this way though, but tbh, nothing she can do would really still amaze me much anymore after everything she has already put me through so far...

So... We'll see, I guess...