I'VE NEVER ONCE IN MY LIFE CARED ABOUT HAVING KIDS, WHY THE FUCK DOES MY BRAIN SUDDENLY BULLY ME WHEN THINKING ABOUT INFERTILITY NOW.

if anything i've always WANTED to be infertile, but for some fucking reason it somehow feels important now, what the fuck!

i've been thinking about hrt lately as you might've guessed and it's so weird. am i just scared of permanent decisions? how did you gals make up your mind about hrt?