i am slowly drscending into insanity
I know wyhy .
i know the problem
I know the solution
bht tr i am not able to get what I need
and I am starting to get emotionally attsched to the ways in which um going insane

I need a therapist
last time I interacted with a social worker of aju kind they tried to convince me to take meds I didn't want at all costs on my parents' request

I have a xouple escapes
I need permission of various forms from m y parents for all of them save kne , whthat being wasting my life on video games..

I have progjects I enjoy working on but have no montoivatikn to code

I just wanna ve a little kid again and play in the snow



I'm going insane that's why I made all these typos and refuse to (and in some cases, undo autocorrect to) fix them


help