I am a flexible believer in the;

Philosophical -> Nihilistic -> Absurdist -> Creator

pipeline (๑･̑◡･̑๑) If all roads end at meaningless, then everything is absurd. If the absurdity has freed you (rather than chained you), then rejoice in the act of creating meaninglessness.

More often than not, you’ll find what means nothing to you means something to someone, thus breaking the cycle to come and go as you please !