If you believed everything about existence is meaningless and there is no use in trying to find meaning, what would you do? Would you stop caring? Or would you care so much that you would end it? Would anything even matter at that point? Would you be an animal in psyche, just as you already are one in body?

I always thought "meaning" as a concept was so dull and closed-minded, yet I could not, for the life of me, find a way around it to live life without it, not truly at least.

Because our nature as humans stops us from fully confronting this dilemma, whether or not it’s real. But even then, there are people who can break their own nature. Be one of those people for a second and answer this, please.