im so hungry but the fridge is empty and my bed is too comfy. took a shower, cause i felt very anxious for no reason. a hot shower a day keeps the sadness away ngl. dunno what it is but showers and most importantly cats make my day better. when my ex broke up with me i got the news that my grandmas both got hospitalised and ones got blood cancer. very shitty day. i went out to try and clear my mind, cause what else was i supposed to do, right? and on my „walk“ rather a hike at that point, i stumbled across 3 cats. all of them very polite very nice very cuddly. and after every single encounter my sadness faded a bit. i was happy. cats are a healing creature and i dont know how my time wouldve went if not for those 3. i tried to stay outside as much as possible in that time and every day for the next week i met cats outside. always made me happy. made me think that maybe in the end everything truly turns out to be okay. im yapping hard again i dont even remember what i wanted to originally write. whatever lol.