I'm sorry for the late reply, I've been feeling a bit under the weather and haven't been online much.

That's all really fucked, I'm so sorry you're stuck in such a situation. I hope you have at least someone irl who is helping/being supportive in any way? I can't think of anything off the top of my head that could help - I don't interact with Aus's services or anything official mental health related often (for personal reasons I just try to hide the health issues and, when my minor psychotic episodes occur, just jerryrig solutions for them instead), and I know things are often very different state by state as well - but I could ask a friend of mine who has had issues of not being able to work due to her mental issues if you would like, to see if she maybe has any recommendations?

I just want to say that if you want to talk to people, people on here are supportive, we just want to help each other.