sleepy_clement ๐
2026-05-24 09:10 ๐ฆ๐บ
#vent, pls avoid if you are having a bad day. I hope your days have been alright :)
Every day I am stuck in my head, forcibly replaying the things that have happened, the things that will happen if I fuck up, the ways they could try to kill me (maybe again, if *that* incident counted). It bleeds into the real world, it stains the walls, I can't scrub it free. I'm in a fucky little groundhog day - the future is meaningless and nothing I can do could budge it.
Every day I am stuck in my head, forcibly replaying the things that have happened, the things that will happen if I fuck up, the ways they could try to kill me (maybe again, if *that* incident counted). It bleeds into the real world, it stains the walls, I can't scrub it free. I'm in a fucky little groundhog day - the future is meaningless and nothing I can do could budge it.
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