I like asking strangers if they’d guess i was a discord mod (or that i never hanged out with anyone)during the entirety of my tennage years based on my appearance. I have worked hard on how i look so i give off good first impressions but it appears i unleash the entirety of my disgusting being every time i get too close to someone. I feel like a lustful being trapped with a puritan . I thought i’d allow myself to be a little more bad if i looked prettier the same way one would allow themselves to be a bit more egocentric if they were better at something like some academics. Words words calc 1 exam tomorrow i’m going back to work