artificial.stupidity 🌟
2026-05-27 18:53 🇩🇪
#vent please skip if you dont wanna see it .
i really really hate children , but not because theyre annoying or loud ( that too ) , but because when youve been abused your whole life , you start feeling uncontrollable jealousy towards happy children .
i know it sounds bad , i hate this about myself , but i wanna rip my hair out when i see happy families . i cant stand hearing happy children laugh , i cant stand hearing gentle parenting , i hate it all . i know its a bad thing to do , to feel so jealous and hateful , but i just cant . my mind immediately goes "why did i get to suffer and they didnt ?" and it makes me feel this bitter , spiteful feeling in my soul . i wouldnt wish on any child what happened to me , it broke me forever and left me waking up crying from nightmares , im twitchy and jumpy to this day , and i am very against child abuse , but seeing happy children also makes my mind flare up with anger and resentment . i feel like a monster .
i really really hate children , but not because theyre annoying or loud ( that too ) , but because when youve been abused your whole life , you start feeling uncontrollable jealousy towards happy children .
i know it sounds bad , i hate this about myself , but i wanna rip my hair out when i see happy families . i cant stand hearing happy children laugh , i cant stand hearing gentle parenting , i hate it all . i know its a bad thing to do , to feel so jealous and hateful , but i just cant . my mind immediately goes "why did i get to suffer and they didnt ?" and it makes me feel this bitter , spiteful feeling in my soul . i wouldnt wish on any child what happened to me , it broke me forever and left me waking up crying from nightmares , im twitchy and jumpy to this day , and i am very against child abuse , but seeing happy children also makes my mind flare up with anger and resentment . i feel like a monster .