Oh dang homie!! That’s fair haha.

I’ve been good!! I still float around on here sometimes but I never know what to say so my posting has been AWOL; plus the ‘x amount of people lurking’ kind of wigs me out, like being way too aware of people watching what you’re doing (*´ω｀*)

How about you my friend?? How has life been for you?

I get what you mean. Seeing the number of people lurking can be pretty creepy. It's like shining a light around and seeing that you're not as alone as you thought, or that there were a lot more people around you than you thought. But it is what it is. I just wonder what they're doing on here and why they don't just make an account and interact. This place isn't like reddit where there are tons of topics and sub-topics to explore, so what are they lurking for?

Also, about the posting thing,I just like posting whatever I find interesting, even if no one else does lmao

I've been doing okay! I went outside yesterday for the first time in a month I go out more often than that, usually, but I've been feeling a little shittier and my anxiety has been way up so yesterday I just took the plunge and went out for a walk, then ended up walking around the whole day. Got pretty far, and now my legs hurt- A LOT

Other than that, I've been writing a lot more so that's good!
How about you? How has life been treating you?

Agreed; The ratio just feels way off for a platform that’s solely about microblogging your own thoughts ( ´Д`)y

Oh man, I’m proud of you for getting yourself out of the house there! Did the leg soreness feel worth it to get back outside? Anxiety can be super tough with stuff like that; sometimes you can be smooth sailing for so long and then out of nowhere get nerfed with the Raygun of Fear and Despair (tm) (⁎⁍̴̆Ɛ⁍̴̆⁎) also whatcha been writing about?

Life’s been good, albeit busy! Lots of social engagements in the past couple of weeks, so I’m glad I can work on some personal projects today. Sometimes I overbook myself LOL, so I have to figure out an effective way to not have scrambled bean brain on my days off (●´ω｀●)

(side note; since you have suggested the dalgona coffee, I have it at least once a week or so —- so yummy!)

fuck it, im gonna have some dalgona today!

After that, I wanted to go out the next day but once again anxiety had me in its clutches and forced me indoors. The battle this time went on for quite a few days but finally I broke free yesterday and went back out! I got rained on though lmao

Anxiety is just- idk...it really feels like a battle ngl. Every damn day...but what can ya do instead of fight? It really does feel like getting nerfed with the raygun of fear and despair ngl

Eyy, I'm happy you get to work on personal projects though! Best of luck on them! The scrambled brain on days off is a real challenge tho, so when you figure that one out, let me know! For me, I just make a list of things I gotta do with night before so that on the day off I don't have think about what I have to do, I just do it. Though, I can't say that works 100% of the time. Its been working less and less now.

hehe dalgona coffe is delicious! I'm glad you like it. There was a period of time where I drank it daily but I had to limit it. tbh I haven't had it quite a while