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dawood 🌟 2026-06-11 20:18 🇳🇱

I don’t know. I can recall times where I did want to seem more normal, but they didn’t last very long.

I couldn’t say for sure how far back the lack of desire goes, but I remember being like this when I was 14.

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winn 🌟 2026-06-12 01:03 🇺🇸

that's fair, desires can change
hmmm, did something happen when you were 14 that helps you remember that?
i hope im not being bothersome by asking all this :P

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dawood 🌟 2026-06-12 11:06 🇳🇱

No, not bothersome at all. It's a good question, I wouldn't have thought it was connected to this, but when I thought of answering just now, I thought it must be.

Around when I was 14, my dad, after a lot of consideration, moved our whole family away from the country I was born to live abroad in a country where I didn't speak the language and even after 10 years, when I left, I still couldn't.

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winn 🌟 2026-06-12 18:12 🇺🇸

oh wow, that sounds like quite a life changing event
i don't imagine it was easy to do at all, but you seem like you turned out alright in the end :3

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