I think im getting worse everyday
im more depressed then I've been in awhile
I dont know whats wrong really maybe idfk
im just trying to make it thru everyday
I want a bitching friend
someone who's a bitch and a cunt and is ok with me being the same way and we hangout and smoke weed and just bitch about stuff
I miss my old best friend before stuff tore us apart
I didnt realize how much how smoking/bitching sessions helped me until it was all gone
I dreamed about her recently
about us apologizing and talking things out in a way we never did

something is probably fundamentally wrong with me honestly
I need just like one close friend honest
I dont need alot
someone to talk with and complain with and smoke weed with me
im getting crushed by life and I just need a distraction
please