deadendgirl 🌟
2026-07-14 16:31 🇺🇸
...maybe I should google pmdd
I get so suicidal and angsty for no reason and get so confused on why im so very much in distress until the blood starts
and I dont think its normal to so violently believe I should die for like 3 days before my period starts
I feel really stupid now but I've been on the edge of a genuine mental breakdown and some scary thoughts and honestly feeling awful about myself and then I see the blood and im like "oh yeaaa"
im not sure how much more of this i can take from myself
I get so suicidal and angsty for no reason and get so confused on why im so very much in distress until the blood starts
and I dont think its normal to so violently believe I should die for like 3 days before my period starts
I feel really stupid now but I've been on the edge of a genuine mental breakdown and some scary thoughts and honestly feeling awful about myself and then I see the blood and im like "oh yeaaa"
im not sure how much more of this i can take from myself