Hey man, that's perfectly fine. I guess I should be more honest about what my message actually is.

I left religion nearly 20 years ago and I am currently still very much close to being an atheist.

I wouldn't say I'm an atheist anymore per se, because I think consciousness is integral to the universe.

I think there is something we could call god, but it is very weak.

It is not omniscient.

It is not omnipotent.

It's not a mind like a person living in the clouds.

It is a system like the forces of gravity and electromagnetism, but its only effect is a very weak bias towards making the world a better place.

Every action we take aids it.

We in fact are it.