recently got labeled as a narcissist by a close ex-friends and cut off. I've told them in the past I think I'm autistic but I guess they didn't believe me or don't know exactly what autism is. I'm pretty sure I'm not a narcissist but I guess I could be wrong. I did genuinely feel horrible that I hurt them and that I'm not able to explain myself but idk. it's been 5 days since and I've just accepted that they're gone from my life now. and as much as I'm frustrated with them for how they treated me when cutting me off I know that they've had past experiences with narcissists so I can understand the reaction now and take it less personally, but it still hurts. anyways I'm going to be cutting down heavy on drinking and substances and being besties with alcoholics/addicts