(in relation to my last post) I'm ngl I've been kinda freaking out looking shit up about narcissism trying to figure out if I am one or not. I feel like I do and have genuinely cared about people and wanted the best for them. I feel like there is a possibility that I have some traits of narcissism but I'm not sure. I don't want to completely write it out as a possibility because if it is true I want to work on myself as much as possible to fix it. I don't think I'm evil and I don't want to be seen as an evil monster that isn't able to change. I need to see a psychiatrist about this soon because I need to know what's going on so I can show up in the world as the best version of myself.