absolutely i feel like im in my natural habitat and thriving

starting online classes after because im too mentally ill to go in person lmao (i will cry)

i only really do it out of guilt, i have 0 interest in doing this shit anymore and my only real reward will be the mild relief that people no longer expect me to do it. i wont even be happy that its over, id just be frustrated that i had to in the first place.

whenever my girlfriend gets her own place im moving in with her, then i dont have to think about this noise ever again and i can go stupid