When I tell you I don't think I'd do very well in a situation, it's likely because I have failed to do it or something like it multiple times already. It's not performative. I am trying to convey to you that you should not expect me to perform so high above my usual abilities. Quit setting yourself up for disappointment. The scumfuck who hasn't bathed in 2 months and has trashbags piled up in her room, hasn't seen the sun in days, and has yet to even come close to independent function is not going to perform at an above average level in adult activities you deem difficult. It just isn't going to happen. Stop. I don't want to have to burst that bubble. Just stop thinking everything is gonna be magically okay because it won't, and then you'll stop wanting to interact with me because I fucking suck. Just rip off the bandaid and dislike me from the beginning, don't set me up to fail like that and then abandon me.