When i used to be a child i was so terrified that i’d lose all my memories in an accident so I wrote journals telling myself how “ I “ normally act and my core memories. Honestly loss of identity has and will always be my biggest fear that’s and during covid when i started to rly change in character i tried to read my journals unsuccessfully. Traumatised me for a good 3 years (12-15). I like to tell myself I lost most of my sanity theses years