For me it's like, I missed out so much of childhood experience and just... plain socialisation because everybody assumed I'm just a shy widdle girlie (adhd and avpd say hiiii👋). Now I have to deal with consequences of that as an adult, and looking back and realising how much I lost on and *can't* bring back because, well, I'm an adult now, makes me very very bitter

Sorry for the vent and the ramble, it's just... man I want my normal childhood back