I am currently very much an adult and I've been begging for a referral to the only doctor who does gac in my area and she refuses BC if I go on T and do the whole shebang I won't be having any babies

She tells me this as if that isn't a massive reason why I am trying to do this lmao. I don't think she understands that pregnancy to me is like the definition of body horror. Love that other people can do it but it is NOT for me