Can it please stop hailing, I’m trying to have a mental breakdown in peace
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amity 🌟
Hiii, I’m Amity!! I sing, play piano, and write songs ^^ He/they/it pronouns please! <3
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I hate being disabled so much. There’s so much to do, but I’m far too triggered to even function, let alone actually get things done.
My parents expect me to just do it like nothing’s wrong. They’re trying their best, but they don’t understand. They’re good people, but they’re not equipped to parent someone like me.
I’m scared to even get out of bed in the mornings, and their voices are like nails down a chalkboard when I’m in this state.
I’m trying so hard, I promise I am, but I can’t do it, and it doesn’t help that they tell me I can’t.
I just want to be good, please tell me I’m good..
My parents expect me to just do it like nothing’s wrong. They’re trying their best, but they don’t understand. They’re good people, but they’re not equipped to parent someone like me.
I’m scared to even get out of bed in the mornings, and their voices are like nails down a chalkboard when I’m in this state.
I’m trying so hard, I promise I am, but I can’t do it, and it doesn’t help that they tell me I can’t.
I just want to be good, please tell me I’m good..
Since the majority of people wanted lyrics, have an extract from Blasphemy!! Lmk if you wanna hear the song :3
“I was born a human, and I will die a god,
Amongst my songs, I am creation,
The saviour and the sword
By which they crumble into nothing,
From ashes into dust,
Because without an end to something,
How do you find purpose?
And I’m forgiveness and damnation,
What’s living without blood
Shed on the sacrificial altar
In the name of the lord?
And I will suffer for salvation,
I’ll die so you can live,
And I must give you what you’re craving,
Control the narrative.
Because when I was born I was pure,
And now I am tainted,
But I think after all I’ve endured,
I deserve your worship.
So you can feed me your religion,
Your love and faith and praise,
And I will feast upon all those who dare
To say my name in vain.
And I am running out of time,
But I have so much left to say,
Make me divine,
I must survive another day.”
“I was born a human, and I will die a god,
Amongst my songs, I am creation,
The saviour and the sword
By which they crumble into nothing,
From ashes into dust,
Because without an end to something,
How do you find purpose?
And I’m forgiveness and damnation,
What’s living without blood
Shed on the sacrificial altar
In the name of the lord?
And I will suffer for salvation,
I’ll die so you can live,
And I must give you what you’re craving,
Control the narrative.
Because when I was born I was pure,
And now I am tainted,
But I think after all I’ve endured,
I deserve your worship.
So you can feed me your religion,
Your love and faith and praise,
And I will feast upon all those who dare
To say my name in vain.
And I am running out of time,
But I have so much left to say,
Make me divine,
I must survive another day.”
I’m sorry I didn’t love you when I was you. I miss you more and more each day, especially on birthdays.
I carry your skin on my bones, stretched wider and taller, but still yours.
I hope you’re still in there.
I may not have loved you when I was you, but I swear, I love you now, and I hope, one day, you will love me too.
I carry your skin on my bones, stretched wider and taller, but still yours.
I hope you’re still in there.
I may not have loved you when I was you, but I swear, I love you now, and I hope, one day, you will love me too.
Not to disrupt the #antposting or anything, but I think I’m having an epiphany through song and I NEED to share it with someone.. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE-
Hanging out at this bakery and I’m pretty sure I’m the only human there but I’m starting to think I might be less of a human and more just a bunch of vague concepts in a trenchcoat. #humanposting (for now)
I hate him
syncedpheriods 🌟
2026-05-05 21:02 🇬🇧
at the ant job centre, i think the ant employee is giving me the eyes.. 👀 #antyaoi??
Kill @syncedpheriods 🌟 ?
Yes, he is too dangerous to be left alive..
12%
No, keep him alive for research purposes. He must be studied.
24%
A secret third thing (yaoi??? 👀)
65%
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This is the one I was telling you guys about. The worm wedding one. Today, he said:
“He’s been taking the pills that make you green. Everyone knows about these.”
&
“Sorry, I just need a moment alone with this oiled up white guy.”
I want to study him.
“He’s been taking the pills that make you green. Everyone knows about these.”
&
“Sorry, I just need a moment alone with this oiled up white guy.”
I want to study him.
syncedpheriods 🌟
2026-05-05 20:45 🇬🇧
love being an ant in my colony #my colony
Getting some disgusting comments on Instagram (because ofc I am) and I so badly want to say something but my team won’t let me because it “fuels the fire” and my page “should be a safe space”, not one where I “engage aggressively with others”, even though they’re the ones bringing that negative energy. I don’t have much room in my heart to hate, but I deeply dislike having to “be the bigger person” when I’m getting abusive comments. Talk about a rhetoric in favour of abusive people. :/
The world hasn’t treated me like a person so now I don’t feel like one. I know I have a human body but I don’t feel human, I feel wrong and made-up and other. I don’t know what I am if not human, but I know I’m not a person. I want to be treated the way I try to treat others: with kindness, care, respect, and empathy, but it has been made clear to me that this is not how real people treat each other. I think I’m broken.
I’M SO UPSET RN. I’M IN A CAFE WITH MY BASSIST, AND A DOG JUST WANDERED IN, AND THE STAFF CALLED THE NUMBER ON THE COLLAR MULTIPLE TIMES, BUT TO NO AVAIL, SO I DECIDED TO LOOK AFTER HER. SHE’S THE SWEETEST OF PIES, BUT THE STAFF CALLED THE VET TO TAKE HER AWAY :(
THEY’VE FOUND THE OWNER NOW BUT I FEEL LIKE IF YOU LOSE YOUR DOG AND DON’T PICK UP THE PHONE WHEN CALLED MULTIPLE TIMES, YOU’RE NOT RESPONSIBLE ENOUGH FOR A DOG :(
I WAS ALREADY EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED AS WELL T^T
GODDAMMIT.
THEY’VE FOUND THE OWNER NOW BUT I FEEL LIKE IF YOU LOSE YOUR DOG AND DON’T PICK UP THE PHONE WHEN CALLED MULTIPLE TIMES, YOU’RE NOT RESPONSIBLE ENOUGH FOR A DOG :(
I WAS ALREADY EMOTIONALLY ATTACHED AS WELL T^T
GODDAMMIT.