i'm kinda a mix of both

i like to keep people at a good distance so i don't have to be vulnerable while i can also shape their idea of me in a parasocial way

a girl once told me that i was so pretty it made her want to kill herself and despite the fact that she apologized after it still feels like the greatest compliment i've received

no idea what that says about me

i mean i have a pretty good idea but yk