Post by bitter_dandelion 🌟

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bitter_dandelion 🌟 2026-02-14 15:08 🇺🇸

I think people underestimate just how useless I am sometimes. Like they frequently expect that I'm doing better than I am, and IDK how to avoid these moments without just shit talking myself constantly, something I thought I was already doing too much. People always just seem to assume I'm exaggerating and ‘being too hard on’ myself, but like no, I genuinely am this disfunctional and bad at everything

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bananasean7 🌟 2026-02-14 15:16 🇮🇪

would you not just like go and do something with your life then you wouldn't be depressed? like ok maybe you don't like school but find smth that gives your purpose like learn to draw, learn to code (very fun imo) or like just go and volunteer at a charity and learn skills cos that would get you out of the house

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vee 🌟 2026-02-14 15:21 🇩🇪

that's some "if you're homeless, buy a house" type shit

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bananasean7 🌟 2026-02-14 15:22 🇮🇪

but like it's true (not the homeless thing, although that is true) if you have like a passion that gets you out of the house and gives you a purpose it generally solves a lot of problems

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vee 🌟 2026-02-14 15:30 🇦🇪

1) "a lot" is not all 2) that's IF you have it, try getting it while actively despising urself and everything you do

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bananasean7 🌟 2026-02-14 15:31 🇮🇪

your one said she had a passion

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vee 🌟 2026-02-14 15:33 🇦🇪

fuck you mean "my one"???

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bananasean7 🌟 2026-02-14 15:35 🇮🇪

i'm now after realsing that's irish slang and you won't get it lol

it basically means she

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vee 🌟 2026-02-14 15:35 🇦🇪

oh ok, still not sure who you mean tho

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bananasean7 🌟 2026-02-14 15:36 🇮🇪

i meant that she said she had a passion

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bananasean7 🌟 2026-02-14 15:35 🇮🇪

and he and my and your and fuck off and that thing and quite a lot of things actually

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bitter_dandelion 🌟 2026-02-14 15:19 🇺🇸

thank you for the plattitudes I've heard a billion times, but I didn't ask for shallow advice

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bitter_dandelion 🌟 2026-02-14 15:19 🇺🇸

‘have you tried not being depressed??’
spare me

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bananasean7 🌟 2026-02-14 15:21 🇮🇪

and have you actually tried it? like there's always solutions to these things you just need to be motivated like do you have any kind of interest or anything at all

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bitter_dandelion 🌟 2026-02-14 15:22 🇺🇸

YES. I HAVE. THIS IS WHY IT IS A PROBLEM. If I was just a little down and needed a pep talk and a walk, I would have fixed shit long ago. I am mentally ill and untreated. Do not presume to know me.

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bananasean7 🌟 2026-02-14 15:24 🇮🇪

i assume you mean intellectual disabilty by that, if it's an actual mental illness then uh you should prbly like go get treatment but you're telling me that you have a passion, you have something that gets you out of the house yet you're still depressed?

cos in that case you'd wanna try and find the root problem then cos it's not loneliness in that case maybe like you have really bad self confidence or smth

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bitter_dandelion 🌟 2026-02-14 15:26 🇺🇸

I'd love treatment. I live in the US. I cannot afford treatment. I can't afford for a doctor to spit on me, let alone treat me. This has been a lifelong struggle that some internet comment will not fix

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bananasean7 🌟 2026-02-14 15:27 🇮🇪

right well there's no need to get so angry then i didn't do anything wrong

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bananasean7 🌟 2026-02-14 15:24 🇮🇪

which is very fixable

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bitter_dandelion 🌟 2026-02-14 15:08 🇺🇸

it feels terrible having to explain that no, I don't have a phone number, no, I didn't finish highschool, and no, I'm not looking for jobs. Like did they think I was joking the first time? No, I actually am not a functional adult. I have no income or bank account or diploma. I entirely rely on other people without providing any benefit to them. I am actually that bad. My hopelessness isn't some pretence of modesty or irrational complex from a capable individual, it is the result of living through profound self-disappointment repeatedly. It's expecting realistically of someone who consistently fails to even come close to the bare minimum.

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bitter_dandelion 🌟 2026-02-14 15:09 🇺🇸

When I tell you I don't think I'd do very well in a situation, it's likely because I have failed to do it or something like it multiple times already. It's not performative. I am trying to convey to you that you should not expect me to perform so high above my usual abilities. Quit setting yourself up for disappointment. The scumfuck who hasn't bathed in 2 months and has trashbags piled up in her room, hasn't seen the sun in days, and has yet to even come close to independent function is not going to perform at an above average level in adult activities you deem difficult. It just isn't going to happen. Stop. I don't want to have to burst that bubble. Just stop thinking everything is gonna be magically okay because it won't, and then you'll stop wanting to interact with me because I fucking suck. Just rip off the bandaid and dislike me from the beginning, don't set me up to fail like that and then abandon me.

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bananasean7 🌟 2026-02-14 15:18 🇮🇪

like most of this you can fix yourself, it's just lack of motivation

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