today the only person i'm out to mundanely said "you're not a girl tho". we were just chatting about some unrelated stuff, they almost immediately said sorry, but for some reason it hit so fucking hard.

i don't blame them, they didn't mean it at all, but just the realization that even the single person i trust doesn't (and might never) think of me as one just fucked me up a lil.

AGAIN! they didn't want to be mean! i trust them for a reason.

idk maybe i'm overthinking. just wanted to share ig, maybe there are ppl on here who know what to think.