you seem like a very curious person to me. and you're very passionate about the work you do, and very happy to share it with others (for which I'm very grateful!) and well you're going through the motions of undergrad and it sucks (believe me, ik...im going through it myself) but you seem to still have a genuine passion for what you're studying. You seem like the person whose gonna do some pretty amazing things for themselves in the future!